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Journal Entry: Wed Sep 2, 2009, 11:09 PM
Hey guys. I know I haven't posted a journal in yonks and this time I don't have an acceptable excuse as to why. Actually, in a sense I do have a reason, but I'll get to that a bit further along.

If everything in this journal sounds like a random muddle of words, I apologise. I just really need to get all of this of my chest.

Lately, everything is going wrong. People ignoring me, staring at me like I'm a freak, whispering and muttering behind my back . . . I feel like an outcast, someone who's regarded as something akin to rotting garbage lying around in the corner. I'm not good enough to be associated with. I can't do anything without something going wrong. With my schoolwork, no matter how hard I work, how much effort I put in, it's just disappointment after disappointment after disappointment. I'm not good enough for anybody. There's always something wrong with what I do: my hair's too frizzy, my work not up to my teacher's ridiculous standards, my thighs too fat, my face too round. It's not just other people; I'm reprimanding myself, too.

I'm sick of everything. School, home, how fat and stupid I am . . . you name it. I'm sick of being such a jealous bitch because of what others have. I'm sick and tired of my inability to speak my mind, to put people back in their place. I want to scream out all the anger, sadness and pain plaguing my every waking hour, to escape the remnants of tears I wipe away with my hand. I wish to not feel as though I'm trapped inside a box.

I just want the world to stop.

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I'm so sorry, guys. I had to get it out somehow.

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  • Mood: Neglect
  • Listening to: Sweet Dreams by Beyoncè
  • Reading: Small Island by Andrea Levy
  • Watching: N/A
  • Playing: The Sims 3
  • Eating: N/A
  • Drinking: N/A

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  • Current Residence: None of your business
  • deviantWEAR sizing preference: XS-M
  • Interests: Anime, Naruto, reading, chatting to friends, you know the like . . .
  • Favourite movie: Freedom Writers
  • Favourite band or musician: My Chemical Romance
  • Favourite genre of music: Too many to count!
  • Favourite artist: The lovely RamaChan! ^^
  • Favourite poet or writer: Kim Wilkins
  • Favourite style of art: Digital
  • Operating System: Windows XP
  • MP3 player of choice: iPod Shuffle
  • Wallpaper of choice: Hinata, from Naruto
  • Favourite game: the Sims 2
  • Favourite gaming platform: X-box
  • Favourite cartoon character: Goofy XD
  • Personal Quote: "I believe that an opinion doesn't make the person, the person makes the opinion." -
  • Tools of the Trade: Pencil, pencil, pencil . . . oh, and pencil!

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:iconebonyshadowed:
Thanks for the :iconplusfav:

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Who actually reads this?
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:iconebonydreads:
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:iconjoerenegade:
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:iconleonchristopher:
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:iconsunsinks:
thanks for the :+fav: on my Sasuke :D :glomp: !

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:iconapellez:
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:iconblackkitsune16:
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:iconzero-empathy:
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Hey! thank you very much for the favs!^_^

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Sasuke: Whoopie...I can't wait....
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Sakura: What do I need?
Kakashi: A slap across the face.
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